Long time din write blog ady lurrr^.^!!!!almost half years bah..i just feel wanna write out something when i'm really unhappy..when i'm really really sad..i feel so sorry to all my fren..make you all worried bout me..i appologize on that..but now,i'm ok here : )
Many bad things come visit me recently..really..i really hope that someone can beside me right now..but,i know it is impossible..sigh..yesterday night i cried because of something..i try to control my bad emotional..but i had failed..i hate myself so much..the feeling come back again..i feel so scare...can someone lend me a shoulder?can someone give me a big hug hug?i need it..:'(
i miss the day before this ♥..the feeling is sososo sweet for us..even we are far from each other..baby..i really miss u so much..i'm still waiting the day you come here..because i trust you..this few days i really not in mood..because of quarrel..sorry about that..i feel so sad because the sweetest feeling for us had gone..many thing change in this month..i hate JUNE!!seriouly i hate june..baby..i know that u'r tired of that...sorry..is my fault bah..if not you wont said that..sorry..i bring problems to you,i bring unhappy to you..i make you suffer..sorry...but yesterday i cried inside the bus when im coming back kl...because of you said me ''san xin liang yi''..baby..u know me long time ady..u still dunnoe what i need?how a person am I?i really feel so hurt..heart bloody :'(..you said i want leave you alone ady..u really missunderstand me ady baby...i can tell you here...我从来都不舍得.. i still remember what u had tell me..u said u will hold my hand hand till the end♥
Mr.lai...thanx so much because u're the 1 who cheer me up..thanx so much..thanx for the heart talk..thanx for spending time to listen me talk lapsap thing..seriously..i miss pd so much..i like the environment..feel so comfortable..i really hope that we can go again before i go for work..
Aduiiii....my cough haven recover untill now..wat the hell..it's already 3 weeks it follow me..i cant sleep well in this 3 weeks..pls fast fast recover..all the bad thing fast fast gone..i want a new life..i want back my SMILE...♥♥
