Tuesday, June 22, 2010

♥ ~ 再 见 了 ,我 可 爱 的 回 忆 ~ ♥


斷點
靜靜地陪你走了好遠好遠
連眼睛紅了都沒有發現
聽著你說你現在的改變
看著我依然最愛你的笑臉

條舊路依然沒有改變
以往的每次路過都是晴天
想起我們有過的從前
淚水就一點一點開始蔓延

我轉過我的臉 不讓你看見
深藏的暗湧 已經越來越明顯
過完了今天 就不要再見面
我害怕每天醒來想你好幾遍

我吻過你的臉 你雙手曾在我的雙肩
感覺有那麼甜 我那麼依戀
每當我閉上眼 我總是可以看見失信的諾言全部都會實現
我吻過你的臉 你已經不在我的身邊(雖然你不在我的身邊)
我還是祝福你過得好一點
斷開的感情線 我不要做斷點
只想在睡前 再聽見你的 蜜語甜言





说老实话,这几天真得很难熬...

我可以一整天就躲在房间里,什么也不吃,什么也不做,想起好多好多东西..
好多好多的诺言,我们都还没实现..

你说过,

会放烟花给我看,我生日的时候带我去喝大大杯的奶茶,带我去吃jogoya....还有很多很多..

现在,什么都没有了...
其实,我没怪过你, 因为我知道,勉强没幸福...

决定是我自己做的..伤心难过..要怪的只能怪我自己..
我的任性我的固执,只会给你带来烦恼...对不起了..

你离开了我,我看见了你那灿烂的笑容..

只要你开心就好..对我来说,什么都不重要了..

宝贝,谢谢你这半年里给我的快乐,我会把他收在心里..

不会忘记,也不舍得忘记...


再 见 了 , 我 可 爱 的 回 忆 ~


你 永 远 会 在 我 心 里... ♥


Thursday, June 17, 2010

我就是那么的犯溅~~!!


一点半了,我一直逼自己睡,可是怎么也睡不着...

有时候,我真得很不了解我自己,到底要的是什么..
为什么我总是出些难题来考到自己?
有快乐,我不会去争取;有幸福,我自己不会去把握;
偏偏弄到自己那么痛苦..
要怪,就怪自己有一颗专一的心..

我重来都没后悔自己做的选择,哪怕是自己辛苦了,因为我说过,做自己想做的事情是最幸福的... ♥ ♥

其实我要的真的很简单..
我要一个简简单单的他,
不需要很有钱,过得去就好;
不需要很聪明,有上进心就好;
不需要很帅,干干净净就好;
不需要很会说甜言蜜语,每天至少给一通电话我就好;
不需要二十四小时陪在我身边,可是至少在我难过孤单不开心的时候,可以安慰我,关心我..
我需要的..真的只有那么的简单..


我记得我对朋友说过,要选自己的另一半,一定要选他爱你比你爱他的,那样,你才是幸福的..
我认同这句话,可是我就是真的办不到~~!!!!
为什么为什么为什么!!!!!!
可以有个人来告诉我吗?


我就是那么的犯溅!

因为不痛我是不会放手...
我是要给别人伤到够够力,把自己伤得满身伤,我才舍得让自己放手..
因为要是我认定了你,我就没想过分开的那一天..
其实,我真得很怕很怕,上一部戏会重演...
我真得很怕了... : (
其实我的心很小,很脆弱,已经承受不到那种痛了...
老天爷啊老天爷..可不可以对我好一点?
我要的其实真的很简单,和我爱的人和爱我的人,疼我的人可以在一起就好了..


前男朋友问我:''如果迟些我有了自己的事业,有了钱,你会不会再给我多一次机会,接受回我?''
我答:''没可能,你别想太多,我不会因为钱而和你复合的!!如果是因为钱,我就不用到现在,还是一个人!''

其实,钱对我来说真的不是那么的重要,我只希望可以平平淡淡的过日子,三餐温饱就好了..
我真的不是等你有空来珍惜的...
我只是想谈一场不分手的恋爱...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Great day with my baby Lim Fang YI♥♥16/6/2010♥♥




Nom nom nom~~~**
we yuck xi-ing together~~^____^



Baby fang yi and Me..♥Friendship forever♥


Before going out gaigai^.^



Thanx for giving me a great day Fang Yi baby~
Happy with you..and we enjoy together~~
Hiak hiak..
But i think this is the last gathering be4 I go for work~
Will miss you..n Maggie much much yea♥♥♥


Countdown 13days....

What should I do?
just left 13 days for me..
Then is the time for me to face new environment,new friends and new job~
Seriously I feel so scare..
But no 1 can console me..no 1 is beside me..
I need a big hug.. I Need You♥
I miss you so much..=(


I will try my best..
just because of someone-♥my pretty mummy♥-
I love you mummy..I will appreciate and return what you had give me=)
U're the 1 who always support me..
Thanx a lot mummy~~~~^.^

Monday, June 14, 2010

I know that,everything will be fine

Long time din write blog ady lurrr^.^!!!!almost half years bah..i just feel wanna write out something when i'm really unhappy..when i'm really really sad..i feel so sorry to all my fren..make you all worried bout me..i appologize on that..but now,i'm ok here : )

Many bad things come visit me recently..really..i really hope that someone can beside me right now..but,i know it is impossible..sigh..yesterday night i cried because of something..i try to control my bad emotional..but i had failed..i hate myself so much..the feeling come back again..i feel so scare...can someone lend me a shoulder?can someone give me a big hug hug?i need it..:'(

i miss the day before this ♥..the feeling is sososo sweet for us..even we are far from each other..baby..i really miss u so much..i'm still waiting the day you come here..because i trust you..this few days i really not in mood..because of quarrel..sorry about that..i feel so sad because the sweetest feeling for us had gone..many thing change in this month..i hate JUNE!!seriouly i hate june..baby..i know that u'r tired of that...sorry..is my fault bah..if not you wont said that..sorry..i bring problems to you,i bring unhappy to you..i make you suffer..sorry...but yesterday i cried inside the bus when im coming back kl...because of you said me ''san xin liang yi''..baby..u know me long time ady..u still dunnoe what i need?how a person am I?i really feel so hurt..heart bloody :'(..you said i want leave you alone ady..u really missunderstand me ady baby...i can tell you here...我从来都不舍得.. i still remember what u had tell me..u said u will hold my hand hand till the end♥

Mr.lai...thanx so much because u're the 1 who cheer me up..thanx so much..thanx for the heart talk..thanx for spending time to listen me talk lapsap thing..seriously..i miss pd so much..i like the environment..feel so comfortable..i really hope that we can go again before i go for work..

Aduiiii....my cough haven recover untill now..wat the hell..it's already 3 weeks it follow me..i cant sleep well in this 3 weeks..pls fast fast recover..all the bad thing fast fast gone..i want a new life..i want back my SMILE...♥♥